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sexyrico
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Location: Ohio, United States
Birthday: 5/17/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: i love to play tennis and have a good time with my friends and my hunny shawn!
Expertise: wouldn't you like to know... ;)
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
4/13/2003
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| ok.... what is up with me? i have been so frustrated lately and last night i went off. i had gotten in a fight with shawn and i felt worse. i mean i have not acted like this in a long. long time. i need to relax! i think it's a combination of work and being home for the summer that is making me feel so bad. and i just want to be with shawn right now but i will get to see him in 38 days. i can't wait! i really scared myself though last night. i was going too far. but i'm not going to get into it because i guess talking about my feelings makes other feel like i don't care about them and that i'm the only one that can feel that way. which is not the case. mostly the reason why i feel bad is do to others because i worry about them so much. i'm such a lunatic! i just need to vent. but i'm scared to talk. oh well, i'm going to end this one now. oh yeah today is my parents anniversary. 21 years... long time. i hope i can be in love like that. peace! | | |
| i know i know...it's been a long time since i have written but i have been busy!! well i packed up my stuff and came home for the summer. and shawn came to visit for 2 weeks which were great! but of course parents have to ruin things by my mom trying to get pissed at me. but i love him so much i hope that some day they realize it and see what i see... a great person. oh for my birthday he gave me a beautiful promise ring that matches the necklace he gave me for our 6 month anniversary. i never in my life thought i would ever meet someone as great and loving as him. he treats me so well i mean sometimes better then i should be treated. and i hope we can be together forever. and it sucked that he had to leave yesterday. he so did not want to leave and i didn't want him too either but in a year he will be here for good and it will be like a dream us being together. oh i love you shawn!
well i'm broke as a joke though now and am babysitting the bros so i think i'm jsut giong to chill til one of the wonderful parents get home! yay!! lol j/k well... peace! | | |
| ok so today is i can already tell is going to be LOOOOONNNNGGG!! i'm in my frist class of the day right now and it feels like forever. i mean it's not really a class time today we are just sitting in here working on our papers but it's just a long boring time... so what do i decide to do...write in here.
well it has been now three days since i have last talked to shawn i'm missing it so much. i know it's not his fault that we are unable to chat it's the stupid navy that is. see is left friday morning on the ship for a two week underway which means only E-MAILS! so that blows especially when he is not receivung mine. but the good point about this underway is that whe he is done he gets to come home for 2 weeks for us to be together. which will be awesome! the only bad part is i hope that my parents will like him. the have yet to meet him and they are already acting ackward about it. so i'm just going to pray that it will go well.
well got to go now class is almost ending. until later! | | |
| so i haven't written in a while... things have been kind of crazy. some good and some bad. like today i had to go to the emergency room for my ankle. yes the same ankle that i injured from the car accident last year. yesterday night i was just walking and something popped and the pain was inbearable. so my loving sometimes a pain father came and took me to get it checked out. come to find out that i am getting my arthritis and i agreivated it. so i feel old and helpess at the age of 19! why me? why can't i jut be fine and not have to go through all of this. if it's not one thing it's another. but i do have a loving boyfriend who said that ever in i ended up ina wheelchair he would be there to push me around and love me just the same! god, i love him... the only thing is i hope and wish that my parents will feel the same way. i just hope deep down inside that when they meet him they will see what i see... a wonderful, loving, charming man. i guess i have to pray! | | |
| ok so last night at work was tiring! i had to work till close which wasn't as bad but still there was a lot of work that needed to get done. then i didn't get the chance to talk to my baby afterwards because he was already asleep. :( but i did get to talk to him on my break, but he was not happy because of his roommates. i just wish that his roommate would not act so forgetful and give him more respect, but that's life people not caring about others. so we need to learn to live with it and know how to act on it properly. now i'm sitting in my english class bored out of my mind learning fun fun! | | |
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